dilemma

drunk friend
driving home
wont wait for me to get there
i should call the police and send them his way
maybe thatll teach him

really though
he was talking to me on the phone
while pissing on himself in the parkinglot of a bar
quoting lines from a nick cage movie

telling me he will see me tomorrow at the bar

im not going to the bar
i hardly ever go to the bar
since i grew up this last month

should i have called the cops?
im sure he is already on his way now

fuck

i called him an alcoholic
he laughed
then forgot what i said two seconds later
drunk fuck

friend#2
cheating on her boyfriend
with five different men
(or more, thats all i know of)
do i tell her shes bein a tramp?
do i tell him she is cheating?

i hate having information locked up inside that could hurt someone
its happened before and the end result was not pretty

friend cheated on boyfriend
many many times
i couldnt cover for her anymore
my morals got in the way

it ended our friendship
for over a year
we have now just mended it
but its not the same

i dont want this to happen again
but i like and respect her boyfriend
and i know she has an std

i wish my friends would just stick with their boyfriends
whats the point of having one if your just gonna cheat on him?
i would be so lucky to have someone to be faithful to
why do they not appreciate it

bitches

crap, drunk boy is calling
i hope he changed his mind

yuppers

my neck hurts
migraine
too much booze
covering a cold heart

kissing
last night
me
stop sign
no more flings
cold heart

too sick for work
fights are too much
stressed out cooks
fuckin assholes

new friends
waitress and hostess
drinking buddies
fellow flirts
and a single mom
fun

ditched by the kisser
maybe for the stop sign
ill never know
it hurt
*sigh*
he's been here before
not again
in my bed

pumpkin carving successful
elaborate drawings
brought to life with a candle
to analretentive for a boring face
friends dont understand

phantom of the opera
halloween night
i need a date
will they answer me?
will i sit alone
crying for that love
that makes you crazy
alone

post secret scared me this week
too intense
people do have fucked up secrets
like me
just like me
ill never tell
maybe
rape
hmm

period late again
*fuck*