a big change
three days ago
I quit smoking
every second of those three days
i have wanted to smoke
every second
i am thinking about it right now
pulling the smoke in
over my lips an into my chest
feeling it fill the void
cutting anxiety
4 bucks a day
finding it
scraping for it
borrowing it
begging for it
im craving just thinking about them
i know the smell is nasty
the taste is like bile
my skin is starting to wrinkle
my breaths are short
and sometimes they burn
i did what i had to
to fit into my life
and now im doing the opposite
to get out
will it work?
200 minutes a day
17 years
thats going to be a hard habit to break
and this patch doesnt do shit!
I quit smoking
every second of those three days
i have wanted to smoke
every second
i am thinking about it right now
pulling the smoke in
over my lips an into my chest
feeling it fill the void
cutting anxiety
4 bucks a day
finding it
scraping for it
borrowing it
begging for it
im craving just thinking about them
i know the smell is nasty
the taste is like bile
my skin is starting to wrinkle
my breaths are short
and sometimes they burn
i did what i had to
to fit into my life
and now im doing the opposite
to get out
will it work?
200 minutes a day
17 years
thats going to be a hard habit to break
and this patch doesnt do shit!
posted by GingerSnaps at 2:23 PM
3 Comments:
Congratulations on taking the plunge!
I know it is going to be hard - but you are strong enough to do it.
Keep up the good work!
Keep us posted.
I caved.
It's OK... you are allowed. Don't beat yourself up.
Cave then try again.
Good luck.. when you are really ready you will do it.
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