time to go

we connected at first glance
music, food, movies, life

sex
different

for only three weeks
living a different life
happy
hopeful
enjoying ourselves

the hurt i saw in his eyes today
like something deep inside ripping at his heart strings
going seperate ways
never to touch again

i hold you
tell you all will work itself out
knowing it wont
your depression is going to hit hard

missing you will hurt
such a short time
explosive feelings
now gone

i ache for someone i barely know
and it feels good

i still work
im not broken
i still feel
and it fuckin hurts

im sorry you couldnt stay here
that your clothes are at the bottom of the river
that your dad is a prick

i was meant to meet you
to make me smile
to warm me up
open new doors
now you must go


goodbye sweet boy
i will miss your laughter
and your sillyness
your smell
your touch
and your dog