i swear to freakin god!
ever get something in your head and you are so determined to do it that nothing is gonna stop you?
i have to play 18 holes tomorrow and work a breast cancer tournament and i have been sitting here for two freakin hours trying to figure out how to add links. it is driving me ccrazy...and seriously, i think i might be having a manic phase right now because i do not forsee sleep in my future.
and i swear to god i am seeing things.
while i was writing that last paragraph something just flashed next to me and i am in my dark bedroom and noone is here but my daughter who is sleeping next to me.
if anyone wants to know what its like to be bipolar..come sit in my house for the next few days because youll really get to see what its like.
im hearin shit and seeing shit and i swear to god this world is going to come to an end if i do not figure out this link business...
yes i am fuckin crazy
oh and by the way, i would say this in a nice cryptic way, but i dont feel like it today, so here goes
fuck all you assholes that are here just to be mean to other people
if you dont like my blog or anyone elses that you read and leave mean nasty comments on, then dont fuckin read them!
i am sick to death of you trying to put me and other poeple down. its childish and, oh fuck that, just grow the fuck up!
and yes i know i swore alot today, but i dont fuckin care. im mad and (in the words of my ex-mother in law, who never swears except when she has to) it fuckin feels good to swear!
i know my posts arent intellectual or always deep with meaning, but i dont care. i write what i feel like writing and if you assholes(you know who you are) dont like it, then stick it up your ass HARD WITH NO LUBE!
ok, im done.
(sorry, to the nice people that visit, i dont mean to offend you)
i have to play 18 holes tomorrow and work a breast cancer tournament and i have been sitting here for two freakin hours trying to figure out how to add links. it is driving me ccrazy...and seriously, i think i might be having a manic phase right now because i do not forsee sleep in my future.
and i swear to god i am seeing things.
while i was writing that last paragraph something just flashed next to me and i am in my dark bedroom and noone is here but my daughter who is sleeping next to me.
if anyone wants to know what its like to be bipolar..come sit in my house for the next few days because youll really get to see what its like.
im hearin shit and seeing shit and i swear to god this world is going to come to an end if i do not figure out this link business...
yes i am fuckin crazy
oh and by the way, i would say this in a nice cryptic way, but i dont feel like it today, so here goes
fuck all you assholes that are here just to be mean to other people
if you dont like my blog or anyone elses that you read and leave mean nasty comments on, then dont fuckin read them!
i am sick to death of you trying to put me and other poeple down. its childish and, oh fuck that, just grow the fuck up!
and yes i know i swore alot today, but i dont fuckin care. im mad and (in the words of my ex-mother in law, who never swears except when she has to) it fuckin feels good to swear!
i know my posts arent intellectual or always deep with meaning, but i dont care. i write what i feel like writing and if you assholes(you know who you are) dont like it, then stick it up your ass HARD WITH NO LUBE!
ok, im done.
(sorry, to the nice people that visit, i dont mean to offend you)
posted by GingerSnaps at 12:22 AM
19 Comments:
Just found your blog by searching and I feel you. I like what you are saying.
welcome to both of you.
i like to say what noone else will
im feeling very angry right now and i thinkn that shows
thought i would give you a tag. so you have been tagged by me. come to my blog and see how.
I don't understand why people have to be mean assholes and pick on other people. Especially people who are pouring their hearts out and letting it all hang out (and now I mean this literally, thanks to your new photo!)
I'm outta the loop. too busy being high on tylenol... you doing okay?
It's your blog. Your truth is your own, and fuck anyone who doesn't like that.
I express concern for you, because I just want you to take care of yourself. I hope it never comes across as mean.
when u figure out the whole link thing...would u please let me know?! I spent hours & hours tryin to figure it out..to no avail :o(
Do you delete the meanies without trace, LilRed? 'Cause I don't think I saw the meanies.
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ace, i will be there soon..
lolo, i dont get it either. i used to think it was because their parents neglected them, but my parents did that to me and im not mean. now maybe i think their parents gave them too much love?? any thoughts? i know you love my new photo...
lilmissknit..some people are just being mean. im ok now, but when they attack you on a personal level you tend to get kind of cranky.
jaded..you are never mean! quit feeling guilty woman!
tamwill..aha, so you noticed i figured it out huh? it took me 4 hours to figure it out, but i finally did, all by myself. are you so proud??
ubie..some was here on a blog i only had up for a few hours that i deleted and some has been on other peoples that were talking about me. im kinda flattered they would waste their time, but..ah fuck em. i dont wanna waste my time on them anymore.
brooke..i will try not to go back, but sometimes you just wanna read that crap! i know i know im just feeding myself misery..
im pretty sure that ass is brad pitt.
Did you learn how to link, lilred?
Can I help? E-mail me if I can.
spiritofowl2004@yahoo.co.uk
Hey Lil' Red - if anyone is mean to you just let me and Lo Lo know because we will kick the living snot out of them, and then we'll really go to work. Hang in there sweet pea!
OH - and great job linking!! It's easy once you figure it out, like most things in life, eh?
Red:
I think maybe you're going through the same thing that Ed Norton's character in Fight Club went through. Let me as you this, do the flashes look anything like Brad Pitt?
All this cussing is making me randy!
From one Bi-polar to another...
venting Rocks!!!
well said and I am really digging your blog by the way.
Congrats on learning to link.
I was thrilled when I learned.
I loved your poem that you did ages ago, I was going through your archives. Very nicely put.
LilRed -- are you out having fun again?
no ubie, i am just really tired from a long treacherous day of golfing and i dont feel like saying much because im crabby. i assure you i will have lots of time tomorrow for witty replies.
for tonight*sleep tight, dont let the bed bugs bite*
I'm not so sure that the little flashes of light have anything to do with being bi-polar. Just my opinion....from one who knows :-)
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