pretender
im depressed
but
i hide it well
i had all these ideas
for what i would be
on all hallows eve
couldnt figure it out
frustrated all week
ideas blocked by horrible dreams
cant paint
or think
went to walmart
at 3pm on halloween
bought two yards of fabric
red silk
tons of accessories
in 45 minutes
i was a lovefairy
(i had the wig at home from a previous dolly parton costume)
i was bored
depressed
lonely
hungry
(so fuckin hungry i almost ate mixed nuts at a bar and if any of you know me well you know that i am so frickin germ paranoid that i would rather die than eat something someone else has touched)
blah,blah,blah
i dreamt about my soulmate
weird frickin dream
i thought i knew who he was
(dead)
but in my dream
he was someone i didnt know
and he tested me
i woke up balling
energy draining
and rambling about nothings again
heres a humurous pic for you
depressed lilred
pretending to be happy.
but
i hide it well
i had all these ideas
for what i would be
on all hallows eve
couldnt figure it out
frustrated all week
ideas blocked by horrible dreams
cant paint
or think
went to walmart
at 3pm on halloween
bought two yards of fabric
red silk
tons of accessories
in 45 minutes
i was a lovefairy
(i had the wig at home from a previous dolly parton costume)
i was bored
depressed
lonely
hungry
(so fuckin hungry i almost ate mixed nuts at a bar and if any of you know me well you know that i am so frickin germ paranoid that i would rather die than eat something someone else has touched)
blah,blah,blah
i dreamt about my soulmate
weird frickin dream
i thought i knew who he was
(dead)
but in my dream
he was someone i didnt know
and he tested me
i woke up balling
energy draining
and rambling about nothings again
heres a humurous pic for you
depressed lilred
pretending to be happy.
posted by GingerSnaps at 6:53 PM
12 Comments:
I detest pretending to be anything.
I didn't go out this year, and Halloween is my absolute favorite holiday.
One minute at a time; I'm thinking of you.
one second today baby...
sometimes you have to pretend..it makes sure no questions are asked..
thinking about you too nikki
and btw, why have you not written anything in your blog?
get right on that will ya.
Groovy Picture, you look smashing dear :)
Great costume!
pretending is a great survival technique. a necessary evil.
as long as you remember to be you too.
be strong.
You could have died the wig brown and gone as Richard Simmons. That looks like something he'd wear :)
Ha ha... I'm going as Richard Simmons next year. That's hilarious.
i will totally send you this dress...ohh ohh we should send it around like the elf shorts!
its basically just a peice of fabric with armholes. i tied the back up in a knot and wore it open all night. it could fit anyone!
Oh baby! Wear that the next time we get together! You so hot.
i will babe, also i did "beat it" in this outfit in the nasty crab-infested bar.
you're cute
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