The idiocy of humans with a penis
Im frusterated
I always tell the truth
to everyone I know
I figure
if they dont like it
they can just converse with someone else
but in the last few years
I have gotton really pushy
with the things I feel passionately about
and it scares most people
especially men
my ex says I need to watch my mouth
so Im not called a "dramaqueen" anymore
but why should I?
if its how I feel
why should I suppress it?
most of the people I have come in contact with
in my lifetime
have loved my zest for life
and have loved my solely for my passion
so why is it that I turn people off now?
If I really like someone
and I really feel that we click
whether it be in friendship, love or family
I will do everything I can to keep in contact with them as much as possible
because I feel that they are adding to my life
not wasting my energy
but sometimes I guess I take it too far
and crowd a little
it has happened to me
I felt crowded
but I realized
that that person probably really needed me in their life at that point
and I did everything I could to help
and be there
and those poeple
that pushed their way into my life
have ended up being my very close friends
and I am grateful
I believe
that all people that click
are meant to
that their auras have pulled them together for a reason
most people are afraid of this
because they dont beleive in anything other than what they can see
so they dont give in to the forces that pull them to someone else
well, I do
and thats is why I am so pushy with people
I know I need to know them
I feel it in my gut
I am drawn to interesting people
and apparently gays(I love you guys)
I lost my train of thought
if I remember, ill finish
bye for now
/
this is my friend eric
as superstar
he filled my aura
with his smile
now drugs have taken over his life
and I am missing him
he is so gone now
it is killing him everyday
meth does not mix with lymes desease
he will die soon
he is 29
I always tell the truth
to everyone I know
I figure
if they dont like it
they can just converse with someone else
but in the last few years
I have gotton really pushy
with the things I feel passionately about
and it scares most people
especially men
my ex says I need to watch my mouth
so Im not called a "dramaqueen" anymore
but why should I?
if its how I feel
why should I suppress it?
most of the people I have come in contact with
in my lifetime
have loved my zest for life
and have loved my solely for my passion
so why is it that I turn people off now?
If I really like someone
and I really feel that we click
whether it be in friendship, love or family
I will do everything I can to keep in contact with them as much as possible
because I feel that they are adding to my life
not wasting my energy
but sometimes I guess I take it too far
and crowd a little
it has happened to me
I felt crowded
but I realized
that that person probably really needed me in their life at that point
and I did everything I could to help
and be there
and those poeple
that pushed their way into my life
have ended up being my very close friends
and I am grateful
I believe
that all people that click
are meant to
that their auras have pulled them together for a reason
most people are afraid of this
because they dont beleive in anything other than what they can see
so they dont give in to the forces that pull them to someone else
well, I do
and thats is why I am so pushy with people
I know I need to know them
I feel it in my gut
I am drawn to interesting people
and apparently gays(I love you guys)
I lost my train of thought
if I remember, ill finish
bye for now
/this is my friend eric
as superstar
he filled my aura
with his smile
now drugs have taken over his life
and I am missing him
he is so gone now
it is killing him everyday
meth does not mix with lymes desease
he will die soon
he is 29
posted by GingerSnaps at 9:04 PM
6 Comments:
I was always called "outspoken" I pretended it was a compliment, you can tell by my blog how passionate I am!!! Sorry about your friend.. What does meth mix with?
jk
-L
lol, ya I guess I didnt really think that one thru, as with most of my ramblings.
"outspoken" was used on me long ago. now I am just called "dramaqueen" funny thing though, the drama usually isnt from me, its from the poeple around me. I get called that because I stand up for what I believe in. most people cant handle that.I dont like when people say bad things about me or my friends and im not afraid to call them on it.thats my definition of a true friend and it makes me sad that other poeple dont do the same.
I'm a strong woman. I am quite opinionated, as I'm sure you've figured out by now. And to those who would criticize or expect me to change, I say....Fuck no. I am who I am, without apology. If you don't like it, you're not worthy of being in my life in the first place.
To do anything less is to compromise who you are. No one is worth doing that for.
Just my opinion.
I'm sorry to hear that your friend is so lost. When I first saw the pic I thought "Coool...I LOVE Mary Katherine Gallagher!!" Then I saw the caption. I will keep him in my prayers.
he shaved his legs for that day!
oh what a superstar..
Un-friggin-believable. I've lost far too many to drugs. A few cleaned themselves up, but most turned to prositution and the just vanished. Just be a friend but NEVER give them cash. Ever. Have I said too much?
oh no, I never do give them cash. I had a drug problem along long time ago, so I know to not be an enabler.
I just wish I knew how to stop it. I know I know, you cant stop it, they have to do it themselves.
on psoitive note..another drug user friend admits himself into treatment this month..yeah!
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