thw wall is up
im havin a block
emotionally
a wall
i cant feel
i try to get close to people
pullin out all the stops
doin everything i can to help and oblige
we become close
friends even, then
the wall goes up
you all know what that is
dont let anyone in
dont say anything
dont cry
dont feel
then comes the guilt..the wall
i let them in to begin with
let them know me
love me
count on me
them
i dont know why i do it
i know it hurts
its been done to me
its not that i dont care
not at all
i do
and thats the problem
im not sure i want support
if i get it it will eventually go away
father of child..left
mother...left
father...left
friends...left
whats next?
its hard to trust
when in the back of your mind you think it will end
i suck in the boys
bein all sweet and sexy
and funny
lets not forget funny
"she's always there to make us laugh"
then i get scared
and leave
or turn into "the bitch"
because i want to hurt them
before they hurt me
"dont get too close"
"she'll get you right here"
-hand over heart-
damn what is wrong with me
whos makin me laugh
and feel good
noone
because i wont let them
the wall is up
and needs to be bulldozed
theyll try and try
maybe someday
someone will get thru my wall
but until then
i apologize
to all i lead on
into friendship
into love
ill try
with your help
maybe we can do it together
someday
tear down the wall
emotionally
a wall
i cant feel
i try to get close to people
pullin out all the stops
doin everything i can to help and oblige
we become close
friends even, then
the wall goes up
you all know what that is
dont let anyone in
dont say anything
dont cry
dont feel
then comes the guilt..the wall
i let them in to begin with
let them know me
love me
count on me
them
i dont know why i do it
i know it hurts
its been done to me
its not that i dont care
not at all
i do
and thats the problem
im not sure i want support
if i get it it will eventually go away
father of child..left
mother...left
father...left
friends...left
whats next?
its hard to trust
when in the back of your mind you think it will end
i suck in the boys
bein all sweet and sexy
and funny
lets not forget funny
"she's always there to make us laugh"
then i get scared
and leave
or turn into "the bitch"
because i want to hurt them
before they hurt me
"dont get too close"
"she'll get you right here"
-hand over heart-
damn what is wrong with me
whos makin me laugh
and feel good
noone
because i wont let them
the wall is up
and needs to be bulldozed
theyll try and try
maybe someday
someone will get thru my wall
but until then
i apologize
to all i lead on
into friendship
into love
ill try
with your help
maybe we can do it together
someday
tear down the wall
posted by GingerSnaps at 12:20 PM
5 Comments:
Everybody Hurts-REM
When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,
when you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on.
Don't let yourself go, everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes.
Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it's time to sing along.
When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)
if you feel like letting go, (hold on)
when you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on.
Everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends.
Everybody hurts. Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand.
If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone
If you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long,
when you think you've had too much of this life to hang on.
Well, everybody hurts sometimes,
everybody cries. And everybody hurts sometimes.
And everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on.
Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. (repeat)
Don't ya just love REM? I could listen all day!
oh i sure do....
sorry you are in such pain. i understand every word, this is what i'm trying to live towards:
"One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life: That word is love."
- Sophocles
sorry you are in such pain. i understand every word, this is what i'm trying to live towards:
"One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life: That word is love."
- Sophocles
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