wanna...go...to ...therapy..
im not sure i belong here anymore
im not feeling the "fitting in"
just wanting that feeling
is not why i started this
but after having it
and losing it
i wanna leave it
i have a deep dark secret
i shared with one other
he told me to go to therapy
for that is his cure
it makes me feel on the outside
of my life
looking at how i could be
but it puts the cement boots on
and wont let me change it
just watching
and wondering
if it'll ever let me be different.
im not feeling the "fitting in"
just wanting that feeling
is not why i started this
but after having it
and losing it
i wanna leave it
i have a deep dark secret
i shared with one other
he told me to go to therapy
for that is his cure
it makes me feel on the outside
of my life
looking at how i could be
but it puts the cement boots on
and wont let me change it
just watching
and wondering
if it'll ever let me be different.
5 Comments:
As far as I can see you belong wherever the hell you want to be.
Lil Red, you know this time of year is bad for a lot of people.
We love you and miss you.
lilred, listen, please go to the doctor. You can take it from there, but get there.
if your insurance doesn't cover sessions you can go on a sliding-scale fee. most docs won't charge more than $10 a session. you ever done therapy before? i loved it. went for years. do what feels right pookie-poo.
therapy is a way to certre your feelings and deal with them.
It teaches you coping skills...
it doesn't mean you don't belong.
Because you do.
You mean something to someone.
and you have so much to give.
Be strong LilRed
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