Sunday, November 20, 2005

money

today on the way to work
my alternater went out
i walked two miles to work
in an early minnesota winter

200 dollars to fix it
im 232 dollars in the hole in my checking account
with 400 dollars worth of checks still out

my check on thursday will be about 250
not enough
its been slow and my tips have been shit

i was just offered a couple thousand dollars to do a 20 minute internet porn video

and im seriously thinking about doing it

what do you think the chances are that my dad wil ever see it?

5 Comments:

Blogger Spirit Of Owl said...

I wouldn't judge you lilred, but it's too complicated to answer properly in a comment. Let me say this, though: you are beautiful, intelligent, and creatively gifted, and should measure your worth very carefully before you make any decisions.

7:46 PM  
Blogger Knitty Kitty said...

I think owl put it nicely.
I'm sure the only thing holding you back isn't the fear that your dad will see it.

9:06 PM  
Blogger still_figuring_out said...

huhm..i agree with kk. i think owl has said it nicely.

10:15 PM  
Blogger Ace of Spades said...

Owl hit the spot on that. Just do what your heart feels is best.

1:34 AM  
Blogger GingerSnaps said...

i dont think im gonna do the porn. i will just deal with having to beg my friends and family for money instead.

*oh groveling*

5:05 PM  

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