be due
today was hard
tomorrow will be worse
the snow makes me lonely
i cry myself to sleep
the cold air chills me
and i miss you
if i could just muster up the courage
to visit you in my dreams
but i block you out
you scare me to the core
your waiting for me to speak
but silent i remain
i dont want to be true
the truth scares me
babies i need
baby fever i have
to give madeline a sister
to complete our family
without a daddy
i would could not be ok
nervous breakdown the last time
with two it would be worse
be near me
hold me
bring her here
and help me thru
christmas alone
twinkly lights
laughing at me
fake it for maddie
do it for her
cry yourself to sleep
again and again
your crazy
and noone understands
heres a hug
thats what i need
all will be fine
in due time
tomorrow will be worse
the snow makes me lonely
i cry myself to sleep
the cold air chills me
and i miss you
if i could just muster up the courage
to visit you in my dreams
but i block you out
you scare me to the core
your waiting for me to speak
but silent i remain
i dont want to be true
the truth scares me
babies i need
baby fever i have
to give madeline a sister
to complete our family
without a daddy
i would could not be ok
nervous breakdown the last time
with two it would be worse
be near me
hold me
bring her here
and help me thru
christmas alone
twinkly lights
laughing at me
fake it for maddie
do it for her
cry yourself to sleep
again and again
your crazy
and noone understands
heres a hug
thats what i need
all will be fine
in due time
posted by GingerSnaps at 1:35 AM
5 Comments:
Maybe in time, ((lilred)).
i'm sending you a hug.
it should reach you tomorrow, what with the snow and everythign.
Loves to you, from a girl you don't have to explain this shit to...
Big breaths. Find two things you like about you today. Maddie can be one of them.
n.
owl, it could happen now if i could just open my mouth
dia, canadian mail is frickin slow!
nikki, i love that you get me. write something in your blog will ya?
Winter, maternal desires and loneliness are bad combination.
I wish we had snow here though. I hate the short, damp, grey days we get in England.
Chin up Lilred.
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