Tuesday, November 22, 2005

i want to beleive
that what i did last night
was for the best

sleeping with the enemy
and my best friend

trying to talk him into giving maddie a sibling

my need is so intense
it scares me by the minute

is it bad that i want my family back?

i dont think so

i am the oldest of nine
we are not close
steps and halfs
going our seperate ways every other weekend
never really bonding

im scared
i want maddie to love me

7 Comments:

Blogger Spirit Of Owl said...

maddie loves you.

7:26 PM  
Blogger Ubermilf said...

Yes. Maddie loves you.

LilRed, I love you, too.

You can be my family if you want.

9:51 PM  
Blogger Ace of Spades said...

Your daughter will always love you. The bound you share with her is greater then any love from another could be. You are a good mother to her and she will always remember who was and is there for her.

12:49 AM  
Blogger SS said...

Happy Thanksgiving!

1:06 AM  
Blogger jayeofmanyhats said...

PLEASE...come over to my blog and read today's POST. It means the world to me.

9:49 PM  
Blogger SS said...

hey beautiful, i hope you're okay. i'm worried about you.

6:52 PM  
Blogger CheyenneWay said...

wow your posting as regularly as I am too! maybe we should join forces so it would look like blog that gets updated. :P miss chattin with ya and ttys.

1:19 AM  

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