tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-122971682011-12-31T18:01:17.999-06:00sitting here staring at the tattoo on my thigh thinking "i wonder if the tattoo artist thought i had nice legs"GingerSnapshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12171040522626576567noreply@blogger.comBlogger1601100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12297168.post-3184211150799750272009-10-31T16:14:00.002-05:002009-10-31T16:23:04.601-05:00

I want youFucking hardGrab a handfulOf this dirty fucking girlThrow her downBeat her assMake her bleedAs she deserves the painOnly you can giveThe deep darkdoesn’t show to the observantI clench my teethAs your bite breaks the skinMmmmmm…Do it againAnd againUntil the marks remind meOf the hatred you cover upDo you want me to claw up to the next level?Is your fury suppressedAm I also your

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She ran down the hall fighting back tearsshoved thru the bathroom doorlocked herself in the last stallrest her head on the toilet and sobbed.the kind of sobbing that leaves you gasping for airand an uncontrollable trembling throughout your entire being...The were a match made in junior high heavenshe was a cheerleader and

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dick in a box - uncensoredI want one!

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three days agoI quit smokingevery second of those three daysi have wanted to smokeevery secondi am thinking about it right nowpulling the smoke inover my lips an into my chestfeeling it fill the voidcutting anxiety4 bucks a dayfinding itscraping for itborrowing itbegging for itim craving just thinking about themi know the smell is nastythe taste is like bilemy skin is starting to wrinklemy

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its real peopleyesterdaya family friend37hung herself4 week old babyand 1, 6 and 8 year oldsall girlsall forever without their mommyi could think of so many more important things in my lifethan sending hate mailand back-stabbingsee whats in front of youbefore you bury your loved oneswith rope burnaround their neck

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thats what i ami hate someonei loathe themi cant stand to be around themfor the wrong they dida sacred linecrossed in my eyestheir glasses foggedwith sin and filthfor lustin 1989i walked home with my best friends boyfriendmiddle of the nightwe lay down in the lawngaxing at the starsa kissjust onethe guilt still eats at meeven after more than 15 yearsi never told herjust stopped being her

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bostonlongtime/foreplayroni was 13he was 22i had just had a miscarriagefrom the rapewe met thru a friendthat tried to beat me up just days beforehe made me feel goodtaught me things about sexhe showed me offhis pretty little girlfriendwith a personality that could knock you on your asslying on the floorin the basementin front of the stereo he so cherishedbostonlongtime/foreplayso loud the neibors

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the test on thursdayMMPIabsolute fearwill they find outwill they want to keep me away from other peoplefor fear that i will take their breatheand not remembersometimes it tells me to pick up a knifeand carve it into that onethat one that hurt menot only onebut one at a timethe unclethe priestmy fatherthe friendsthe betrayersi take backtell him to stop talking to meyell sometimesi cant take a

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Any one of uscan beginwhere there is no beginning.where there is no floorno door to keep thingsfrom breaking incan begin waiting fora beginningthat isn’t made of wishingyou weren’t born at allwhen you were borninto nothinginto tiredinto hungryinto rage. Any one of uscan have the sheets flown backand mad whiskey breath take our breathbig grabbing ruthlesshands take our flesh, take

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st. james hotelredwing minnesotaowned by the redwing shoe companymy former employer*********************************************************************im thinking about checking myself into an inpatient treatment programfor depressioni am at rock bottomi just want to be understoodstanding up for yourself is supposed to be a good thing right?why is it everytime i doi get shit onevery job ive ever

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todayi watched melissa etheridgeon oprahshe said that breast cancer treatments have come a long wayand most people dont die from it anymoreits easier to cure nowshes curedfor nowat 730pm tonighta wonderful woman i knowlost her fight with the monstersweethonestbeautifulso smart she could take you to another worldwith her thoughtsvoicedleaving behind two beautiful honest intellegent daughters20 and

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she has styleshe has graceshe has such a pretty smile on her perky little face

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i am the ultimate faghagbut you bring shameto gay culturei was the only onethere for him when his mom diedwhen he moved to floridai called every nighti was ready to fly down and help him move homewhen he got homesicki listened to his liesabout conquestsi know he made upwent to family functionsnot really wanting tothinking his family would judge mewonder why i befriended himwith his crude and rude

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ive given up hopeon having a normal lifenot even normal so much as just OKim pulling my hair outtrying to make everyone happywhen im really just making myself miserablein the processive disowned my family(except my mom)for not hearing mewhen i asked very loudlyfor help i desperately neededthey dont get iti confronted them about being abusedand neglectedand denial was blocking their earsim not

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i just ate 20 fruit roll-upsin a rowand now im eyeing up a jumbo bag of sunflower seedsto salt up my tongueand chap my lipsobsessive compulsiveyes i ami had a biopsy yesterdayon my legthey popped out some tissueto see why ive had hivescontinuously for 4 monthsall over my bodyim burning and itchingi can tell you right nowstress is the causebut my boss needs to see something medicalor ill lose my

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dear mr. president come take a walk with me lets pretend were just two people and your not better than me id like to ask you some questions and if we can speak honestly what do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street? who do you pray to at night before you go to sleep? what do you feel when you look in the mirror? are you proud? how do you sleep while the rest of us cry? how do you

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tomorrowim going to watch a friend get buried36breast cancerim overwhelmedi dont want to goi have buried many friendsmost were suicideoverdosesand drunk drivingall under 30to know that she sufferedand didnt do anything to bring it onthis will be harder than the rest.............................................................a long time agoi gave up christianityi dont beleiveim scared of

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i used toat one point in my lifenot so long agohave many people to callno matter what time of day(but especially around midnight)when something amazing(or not so amazing)happened in my life.today howeverthat is not the casemy daughter read her first wordmy four year-oldread the word "love"from the coffee cup she was drinking milk out ofshe didnt know it said loveshe read the letters out loudas i

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i just dont know what to do. i have emailed you and left a couple messages for you to call me since you came up here but i get nothin. yet mom tells me that kristy tells her that you dont call me becasue i dont call you on your birthdays or christmas, but i do. i am doin the best i can to try to keep a relationship with everyone but when you come up here half a doxen times in 5 years and never

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just a few

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de-fuckin-pressed

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i went out with michael jackson sunday night.full story to come when i get the pictures developed.be interestedit was fun

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phone calls everydayfrom the same bill collectortrying to get money from an ultra soundalmost 4 years agoi woke up one morningalmost four months after my daughter was bornto pass something almost as large as a 5 pound babyrushed to emergencyto be told i had a miscarriagei knew it wasnt trueyou have to have sex to be pregnantid have none of thatthe doctor said my womb was getting ready for a

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i am about to walk over to my bathroomand have what i hope will bemy very last cigarettethen im going to go for a walkclean out my cartake a showerscrub all traces of smoke out of my apartmentand throw away my lighterwish me luckUPDATEit lasted for 8 hours.i broke down and bought a new pack.well, maybe next time.

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i realized yesterdayin the middle of an anxiety attackthat 15 years ago this weeksome really important thingstook place( i was gonna say happened to me but "happened to me" didnt really seem appropriate)my boyfriend (23) me (14)went to prison to serve his 5 year drug sentencehe wanted me to wait for himthe night he left i slept with his best friendtripped on acid for the first timestole a car (

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i wish i could find the picturethe perfect daythe saddest daya cabin 3 hours north of hereon the north shoredriving all day to find an empty hotel roomvacancy signwe turn incabins on stiltson lake superioronly rented for a week at a timewe lucked outgot one for a nightno tvradiojust windowsand a wraparound deckwith my boyfriendhis ex girlfriendand his brotherwalking on the beachlate summerglowing

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as i have previously discussed (insert link to an old blog here, if i knew how)i have a hostess at work who cannot control her flatulence.well, today i was entering an order into the micros system when she came to do her usual every-five-minute-round of collecting menuswhen i hear her let out a huge sighthen a deep breathe as she walks away...from one micros(the one by me) to the other one (

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why is it called a red onion when its actually purple?will someone please fuckin tell me!

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im not sure i belong here anymoreim not feeling the "fitting in"just wanting that feelingis not why i started thisbut after having itand losing iti wanna leave iti have a deep dark secreti shared with one otherhe told me to go to therapyfor that is his cureit makes me feel on the outsideof my lifelooking at how i could bebut it puts the cement boots onand wont let me change itjust watchingand

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holy crap i havent blogged in a while!i always think about the friends ive lost this time of year.i wonder what their loved ones are going thruif they still are thought about when people buy presentslike "oh, i bet joe would really like this"and then remember that they are gone.well, i just found this pic of my friends joe and shannonhe commited suicide 5 years agowhile i was in florida on

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You may be asking yourselves"what stupid drunken induced antics have you pulled now lilred?"well, since you all wanna know, I will tell you(in between vomiting, that is)last night i went see "walk the line"with my fabulous friend sarahall went well, the movie was frickin awesomeand her husband was home with her baby so we decided to go have a few drinkswe decide to go to a different bar than our

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Introducing Andrew!the victim of my faghagness for over 5 years nowlove himrub himsqueeze him

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i bought this for my dadthink he will like itim pretty sure he will

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my fabulous daughter has once again struck a cordthis photo is the start of our two hour journey to pick up my 12 year-old cousin (who is going to babysit for me this weekend)everything went wellshe played her Gameboy advance all the way there and back( a very expensive toy that her daddy bought her)we pick up kaylynhead back to the housethen maddie tells me she has to pee(pretty sure you know

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moving in a new directionim sick of this.....blah,blah,blah feel sorry for me...blogi will soon tell you my exciting adventuresand maybe even include pictures.tootles, im off to build frostine!

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have you ever noticed that you are always in the most inconvenient places when you get really bad gas, thus making you hold it in and turning it into a super bad tummy ache resulting in the worst case of diarreah ever?just wondering if its just me.worst case ever when you have to choose between pooping your pants or pulling over to do your business on the side of the road.(yes you know youve have

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im tired

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i want to beleivethat what i did last nightwas for the bestsleeping with the enemyand my best friendtrying to talk him into giving maddie a siblingmy need is so intenseit scares me by the minuteis it bad that i want my family back?i dont think soi am the oldest of ninewe are not closesteps and halfsgoing our seperate ways every other weekendnever really bondingim scaredi want maddie to love me

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today on the way to workmy alternater went outi walked two miles to workin an early minnesota winter200 dollars to fix itim 232 dollars in the hole in my checking accountwith 400 dollars worth of checks still outmy check on thursday will be about 250not enoughits been slow and my tips have been shiti was just offered a couple thousand dollars to do a 20 minute internet porn videoand im seriously

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today was hardtomorrow will be worsethe snow makes me lonelyi cry myself to sleepthe cold air chills meand i miss youif i could just muster up the courageto visit you in my dreamsbut i block you outyou scare me to the coreyour waiting for me to speakbut silent i remaini dont want to be truethe truth scares mebabies i needbaby fever i haveto give madeline a sisterto complete our familywithout a

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I read somewhere (celestine prophecy) that a person can drain your energy just by being near you.i truly beleive thisthis has been happening to a friend of mine for quite some timehe used to have spirithe used to have funlaughter is not something i have heard from him in many yearsnot any morehis "girlfriend" has drained his soulshe has taken his fun and turned it into angeri want to punch her in

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when i was a little girl,i was sad often,my mom, to cheer me upwould look at me in the weirdest circumstances and do fishlips.years later when i figured out that my mom was always sad,but had a way to cover it up..manic depressivebipolar moodsi made this album for heri also made a copy for someone elsethat i felt needed it at the time.actually i made it in collage formi have yet to give it to

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how are they tortureing each otherdoes god not give them souls?im not sure he is watchingthere is no way that someone who is admired by millions could let this happenor could heis god real?a higher power?fuck im so mad!my cousins will die in this warif not physicallythan emotionallylike my grampsand dadWWIIandVietnamlittle girl asks her grampa"did you kill alot of people?"i was 5he didnt answeri

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sometimes i regret bringing my daughter into this worldbecause in my heart i know the world will endin her lifetimeand i dont want her to suffer through that.i have dreams of my mommy dyingi think in all reality it would take away her paini was molested by my preisti didnt turn him inthis year i found out he did it to my baby sister too.i dont call my parents or siblings muchbecause i feel like i

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im depressedbuti hide it welli had all these ideasfor what i would beon all hallows evecouldnt figure it outfrustrated all weekideas blocked by horrible dreamscant paintor thinkwent to walmartat 3pm on halloweenbought two yards of fabricred silktons of accessoriesin 45 minutesi was a lovefairy(i had the wig at home from a previous dolly parton costume)i was boreddepressedlonelyhungry(so fuckin

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drunk frienddriving homewont wait for me to get therei should call the police and send them his waymaybe thatll teach himreally thoughhe was talking to me on the phonewhile pissing on himself in the parkinglot of a barquoting lines from a nick cage movietelling me he will see me tomorrow at the barim not going to the bari hardly ever go to the barsince i grew up this last monthshould i have

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my neck hurtsmigrainetoo much boozecovering a cold heartkissinglast nightmestop signno more flingscold hearttoo sick for workfights are too muchstressed out cooksfuckin assholesnew friendswaitress and hostessdrinking buddiesfellow flirtsand a single momfunditched by the kissermaybe for the stop signill never knowit hurt*sigh*he's been here beforenot againin my bedpumpkin carving

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i have been a bad blogger friendim sorry for no commentsive been too tired to thinksomeday ill get used to this grouling schedulebut for nownight night lilredP.s. i did not mean to erase all the links to you crazy people. i was feeling blue and wanted to change the color and was not smart enough to save the links. i still love you all and will find a way to put them back on here....*oh, sigh*

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the demons made me cry todayon the jobin front of peopleevil coworkershave no rightto judge me and minemy daughter is more importantthan this waitressing jobquit harrassing mefor doing the right thingyour kids were young oncewould you have sacrificed what i haveto make then happyyou have no ideawhat its like doing this as a single parentmy liferevolves around my babynot orders for omeletsfuck off

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i pull up to the gaspumpi see the truck and think to myself" theres no way its him, must be a truck that looks just like his"i glance at the man walking out of the store" he loos just like him but thats not him"in a moment a million emotions run thru my bodymy heart hurts just thinking about himthinking ill never see him againsee that smile that makes me weaki get out of the vanwalk towards the

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i smell so bad todayi think something died inside of meit wont go awayever have one of those daysi cant get away from peopleand i hold it inthen my tummy hurtsthen i get sicki work with this 65year old ladyshe farts all day at workshe is a frickin hostess at my resterant!(i cannot beleive i cant spell that word either)anywhoo..she will be seating a table next to where im taking an orderand ill

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Get a brazillianthey hurt a littlebut its worth the painimagine never having that "5 oclock shadow" after you shave(you know how much you hate the itchies)and you feel so clean!wow!do it reallyits only once a monthand you will love itok, enough random nonsense

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i did not winone foot in front of the othergood one nikkithats the way to do iti too dated someone who left for the bighousetwas a very sad day when he lefthe deserved it thoughnaughty thingsworking too muchno time for sleepor foodor funi miss the boythat made me smile for a few weekstalking on the phonenot the sameat work yesterdaya new waitress told methat the cooks were sexually harrassing her

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i went to pick pumpkins at a frineds sisters houseitook maddie with mewe were kidnappedtaken to a compound filled with single mothers and childrenthe mothers were photographedfor when the newscasters came out to hear their storythe childrenthe children were burnedburnedthe ringmaster of this whole situationwas in charge of picking the mothers and children to kidnaphis own son was thrown into this

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my daughter learned how to write her name this weekshould i be concerned that its backwards?she doesnt always do it this wayjust 1 in 5 times that she writes it( i have her write it about 15 times a day cause i am so proud)im scared that she will have dyslexiathat something will be wrong with my perfect princessin my head i know that kids with learning disabilities will grow to bw stronger than

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i wanna swing from treesi wanna do backhandspringsi want to teach my daughter how to do these thingsand teach her how to throw a curveballhow to spike a volleyballbump, set, spikeand servei want to teach her the cheersand give her my cheerleading uniformto teach her to skateand dance on her toestriple axlepike jumpi cant stop smokingand its killing meand it will take me away from my baby girlshe

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i want to win ticketsto see rosie in the fiddleri deserve iti think i doive never been to a broadway showmy family was too poorand foster parents cant afford to send kids to broadwaythe contest is to write 200 words about why you love broadwayi dont know enough about itto write 200 wordswhen i opened the emailfor the contest to go see rosiei almost pee'd my pants(as you all know i have done many

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I needto notbefatim depressedbecauseim fatmy asslooks hugein picturesim lazyand smoke too muchwell, and lazyand tiredill never be healthyjust look at this assi know, you just threw up a little in your mouthsorryi have to humiliate myselfto get the motivationto get off my chairand work off this assplease dont be offendedim notkiss it*smooch*

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he is on top of medeep insidetrying to reach something noone has gotten ahold ofi close my eyestrying to be somewhere elsei feel sweat dripping off my cheekmy hair is drenchedthe workout has made my breathing difficultslow breathsin and outholding it intrying to make myself pass outthinking about winnning the lotterywhile giving out fake moansso he thinks im right there with himi open my eyesi

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5 a.m. alarm ringshave a smoketake a showerbring baby to dadsto the hotelput on my aproncheck mirror for hair and make-up(looks very well for only three hours sleep)walk upstairsthru the swinging doorsinto the kitchenthe bakery smells of blueberrywith a hint of apple cinnamonturn on the lightsstart the coffee potchug a pepsigive a fake smile to coworkers as thy arrive lateas usualprepare

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I just told my daughters dad that i wish he was deadi would rather him die than deal with him and fight with him everydayi cant take it anymorehe is going to drive me over the edgeim standing on it right nowi wish that my daughter wouldnt hurt if i diedif i knew that she wouldnt i would kill myself tomorrowi am a selfish bitchi dont deserve to be cared abouti asked him to crack a windowbecause i

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we connected at first glancemusic, food, movies, lifesexdifferentfor only three weeksliving a different lifehappyhopefulenjoying ourselvesthe hurt i saw in his eyes todaylike something deep inside ripping at his heart stringsgoing seperate waysnever to touch againi hold youtell you all will work itself outknowing it wontyour depression is going to hit hardmissing you will hurtsuch a short

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please go to rosie.comclick on the link at the top of her blog with bridge in the titleit should be on the front pagei have been crying for 30 minutesi am so selfishi dont think about those people 24 hours a dayi go and buy myself clotheswhen i should be sending some to themi am so selfishi am cooking steak dinners for myselfnot finishing themand throwing whole steaks awayi buy a loaf of

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ill watch youand curse youuntil you are no longer a prickyou deserve the worstyour aura is blackyour eyes are redi can see the evilstop hurting peoplepricki am sick of your evilim watching with non-naive eyesi could pick you out in a crowdyou are glowinglike radioactive shiti will never feel pity on youi will hate youforeverpeice of shitfuck off!kiss my fuckin fat assi hope karma gets youmy

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my aura is black todayi feel evili wanna be a bitch to every person that i cross paths withjust say something nasty to hurt themas these people have hurt mefuckers

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i get depressedand i make pretty thingsto brighten up my housefrom the doom and gloom in my hearti have lots and lots of thesethinking maybe i should ask a store in town if i can sell them thereor maybe onlinethink i could do it?i make like ten or so a weekmy friends tell me they like thembut they are my friends and probably dont want to hurt my feelingsbe honestbtw, im not that talented with the

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went to the gyno todaytests ands tuffshe puts in the speculumi whine as usualcause lets face it girlsthe things hurt like a bitchcoldmetalstuck in your crotchi try to make a joketo lighten the moodso i say to my doctor(as shes scraping my vaginal walls)i dont know how i stand having sex cause having something stuck in my crotch really hurtsshe laughspinches my vagina(on accident)and says"do you

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i dont want to sleep alonei go there with hopethat he'll come to meim sadi feel untouchedits been so longthe feeling of a loved one with armswrapped around meyet still i pushi sleep alonea most frightful hingto be unlovednot be heldim having anxietyas i type thisall those peoplethat will never feel againloved ones floating past themi call himhe's sleepingi want to be thereto tell him im sorryto

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my ex step-father-in-law is leaving for new orleans next weekhe is getting all the required shots and taking the crash training course for disaster this weekhe is a 67 year-old retired pathologist and coroner,a humanitarian,a wonderful grandpa,a brilliant doctor,caring and gentle father and husband,and my new hero.i wanted to take the red cross course,go to the south, and help out in any way i

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my eyes are adjustingto the light in my lifeblurry for 29 yearsstarting to see the starssomething seeps thru the cloudsis it good or evil?keeping my legs closed for a whileaids test on mondayforgot to use a condom"forgot"rightnot a whorejust stuck in someone elses lifemy mind is not minemy feelings are shut offi need to turn them back onmy contribution to half nekkid thursdaymy first timepictures

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First day of school EVER!I cant stop cryingI feel a massive PMS attack is coming onTyping my blog in a puddle of tearsOutside, severe thunderstorm and tornado watchI wonder where the shelters are in her schooldo the teachers know the drillwill my baby be scareddoes she miss me?i have had 15 impulses to pick up the phone and call her at schoolim sure they wouldnt let me talk to herthen theyd hang

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i cant sleep with you anymorebecause you will fall in love with mei dont want to hurt youi can see it in your silent eyesit has already begunthe shared secretsthe sneaky touchi have tried this beforeto have an unattached "friendship"sex without feelingsi can pull it offbecause i have closed myself off to emotioni pretend its not realits just a gamebut i am sweetand kindi would do anything for

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I think I need to take a break from bloggingIm pissing off poeple that I dont need to piss offI am sorryMy posts are making no sense(not that they ever did)My spelling is getting worse everydayI have severe PMS and want to punch the next person that comes in between me and my LasagnaQuit calling me fuckers(not you guys)I need to reevaluate my prioritiesMy job sucksI went to school for nursingwhy

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i cant get this out of my headthe prepubescent ramblings of a jealous 22 year old"stay away from him, he's a player"hmmin girl lingo this means"ive slept with him and im not ready to stop stalking himand im really bitter because he now likes you"he flirts with me right in front of herwell, not really flirting, just having a conversationwith lots of smiles and laughterhe likes mei like himwe make

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i am very crabby todayi am sick of being treated like a peice of assi fuckin read everydayanything i can get my hands oni try to engage in conversations that dont involvefallatio, breasts or buttholesi want to talk about religion, the universe, science, historyanything but sexso why is it i cannot find a man that will talk about anything but my tits?if i could have a reduction i wouldin a frickin

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today i lost my daughterwe went down for a nap at 2 o'clockher in her roomand me on the couchat 3 o'clock i woke up in a paniccouldnt figure out where i waswhy i wasnt dressedor if i had my daughter or not(as she is with her dad every other day)i remembered that i had her and we were nappingi went to her room to see if she was still sleepingshe wasnt thereto my roomnot there

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this is my churchit is 150 years oldit burnt down yesterdayand i dont feel badhere's why5 generations of my family have been baptized,first communion, married and buried herebut not mei did nothing herei was a bastard child Archbishop Roach died of heart failure Friday at the age of 81. His body is dressed in gold-colored vestments and wears a shawl-like white pallium made of pure

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my hope is lostive been crying for dayssleeping and not wanting to wake upim not sure its ever going to happen againno, im sure its noti need so stop watching"the notebook"thinking that true love existsthat we could love each other so muchto die in each others armsthat doesnt happen in real lifeit doesntive stopping beleiveing(still cant spell beleive)my hope is lostive not been in my body for

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hmm,i went to the bar tonightagainst my will(ok, nt against my will, but i didnt want to go to this bar)the bar where the asshole i slept with and his nasty friends goeverything went fine at firsti won 150 bucks on a slot machinegot really drunklaughed alotdid some dancinthen its time to close the barso we all stand outside to finish our drinksthe asshole and his friend are out therethe assholes

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i am so tiredwhile trying to take off my eye make-upi almost put a lit cigerette to my eye instead of the cotton balli dreamt of someone new last nightsomeone i shouldnt be dreaming ofmy bossyup, i said itmy bosswe were in the coolerholding handshe turned my back to himso he could hold mehe didand kissed my neck so sweetlyhe whispered into my ear"you have customers in the bar"i opened the door

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do you beleive that there really are people out there that are meant to be together?last night i had yet another conversation with a strangerthis happens alot when you work in a hotel bari was feeling extra blue and he asked me what was wrongi didnt really want to get into it because, being bipolar, i never know where my emotions are going to go, so i hold back most of the time, but not last

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cant stop thinking about how things would have gone differentlyif i'd have just said no to the question"do you just wanna snuggle for old times sake?"thats how it happenedmy impregnation6 months after we broke upat the same partyboth too drunk to drivesleeping on the same couchmoved into the laundry roomto have sex on the cold concrete floornot on the pillno condomhe pulled outtwo weeks lateri

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i have the worst pms ever!i am going to punch the next ex-boyfriend thats comes to my door to pick up his child.(ok, so i only have one, but he fuckin pisses me off)i am sick of being a womanwhy do i need to lose like 5 gajillion pints of blood every month?why?i fuckin wanna know who decided this crapgod, if your listening..im really fuckin pissed off about this. isnt there anything we can do..(

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tune in tomorrow, im being lazy, sorry...

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Think im gonna sing myself a lullabyfeel free to listen...what will never happen to meis the fairytale i made up in my headthat flash of lighteningi feel when i see himthe world stopping when we kissmy body tingling when i hold his handmelting at the sight of his smilehis hand on my leg(i forgot to shave, watch out)when i moved outi went to the tattoo parlorpicked out a sentimentfor my foota

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i just got home from the barits 5 ama little birdy told methat i am a jokea jokeim pretty sure im not the one thats bad in bedhe couldnt get it upnot mei was ready to have funso to feel better about his own insecuritieshe talks about mefuckin loseri turned down every date i was asked out onevery one-night stand i was asked to participate infor 3 fuckin yearsbecause i didnt want to deal with the

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i just woke up from the most horrible dreami was sleeping on a pullout couch in an abandoned gas stationi open my mouthand out popsa grubworma frickin three inch longone inch aroundhardalivegrubworm.if i could figure out how to post a picture of it i would show youbut i cant get iti went on to tell the other people in my life that if you have them living in your house, the eggs will get under

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my daughter has told me repeatedly today that she doesnt like meyet im still taking her to the fair tonight.my mom is bleeding out from her womans issues and cant have surgery for 26 more daysmy boss called and asked if id work full time(which i would make really good money) and i cant because my sitter quiti feel like im going to punch my fucking hand threw the wallrip my hair out clump after

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I dont understandhow people can cheat on their spousei was hit onok, so, i was more than hit onhe came to my barand logged in about 25 hoursof the 30 hours i worked in the last three dayswe talkedalotwe clickedthem i noticed his ringim not very observenti dont look for rings on men that i know are hitting on mebecause my naive little mind thinks that all people are goodand would not cheat on the

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goin fishinthe only place i feel calmsittin on the sandbarwith my bookmy rod resting in the Y-stickwaiting for the tip to bouncesetting the hooktrying to reel 'em inthe struggle is sometimes a challengebecause the fish can grow to be as big as megetting 'em up to the shoreputting on my glovesso i dont get stungever so gently manuvering the hook out of its mouthtelling him im sorryfor disrupting

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si i wanted to make a post todayfor cheyenneto celebrate his wisdomand brilliancebut my color cartridge ran outso i couldnt make the collages i wanted tosorry babemaybe tomorrowso instead ill tell youwhy i feel like i want to stab my own heart outi took a nap todaywhile my daughter was still hereshe didnt want me toshe wanted me to play barbiesbut depression has made me tiredso i slept

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the princess of evilis feeling a bit lowsomeone that is less than humanmade her feel unworthyby not putting her in his rediculous blogshe is not unworthyshe is too goodto be associated with such trashhere in my worldshe is a goddessof both good and eviland she deserves the very besteven if it is just in our imaginationi hope for her to smilebecause she has earned itthese are for you sandrai hope

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The Rules1. Leave me a comment saying 'interview me please'2. I will respond by asking you five questions on your blog (not the same questions you see here)3. You will update your blog/site with the answers to the questions4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five

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my wonderful daughter madeline went bowling last night with some friends. i was working so her dad got her ready for this excursion by:1. not combing her hair2. not washing her face3. putting horribly mismatched clothing on heri am a very anal retentive person and i like my daughter to be clean,groomed and well dressed when we leave the house. apparently my ex does not care. although she looks

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when i dream about himi wake up wet*down there*that is all.add oni just want everyone to know that ive already been there, done that with this guy. we are not doing it anymore, thanks to a friend of mine that has a big mouth. i just sometimes think about it because he really did know how to work things...and i really enjoyed it.its been a few months and im over it, it was just a sex thing and

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First of all...Ubie, I love you!, but for some reason i cannot find the questions you asked me oh so long ago. I am finally ready to figure out how this interview thingy works...so here goes. My questions from Sandra.The Rules1. Leave me a comment saying 'interview me please'2. I will respond by asking you five questions on your blog (not the same questions you see here)3. You will update your

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he taught me of starsthe constelations in the skythe stars that pull at my heartevery time darkness fallswe talked about religionand deathand hopehope for a better lifethan what we were livinghis eyescut deep into my tortured soulhe knew what i was thinkingbefore i didhis smilemade me melt at just the thoughtmelt into myselfalmost faintthe looksin classhe knew i didnt want to be therebut to be

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i am absoluttreley pl wed!! i wenws to to my local bar that i go to beveryeweeken dand i swaw the kisser guy. i t was his birthday . some sodd feelings there. iat first i a avoided him caus ei did nt know what to say. he namde the first mocve and i was kinda bmnervous, bu ti soonm calm ed down. h e was talk in gabou stuff thtat i cou lndt ca relsess about, trying to avo uid tal ing about last

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so, we went to the park today, as we do everyday at three oclock.everything was going fine. she was playing with her park buddy ben, whose dad i am friends with, for about 45 minuted while we grownups sat at the picnic table talking about how horrible our exes are.i walk over to check on the kids because they are out of site under the slide and everything appears to be ok. i ask then if they

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i cant stop thinking about that goddamn kiss its driving me crazy!i think it mightt actually beat out the kiss i had when i was thirteen. im pretty sure the world actually stopped spinning this time.the sex wasnt great, but that can be taught..who am i kidding, it was as much my fault as his that it wasnt great. i was feeling lazy and i think he was too.feel free to make fun of me, i like it.i

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